Just fucking blah today. Or the last few days. I got sick my whole last rotation and lost my voice. Slept almost 20 hours the first day I was off work.. And have been greeted by nightmares and eerie fucking feelings every night i try to sleep. Enough so, that after that 20 hour sleep fest.. I’ve slept maybe 9 hours total in the 3 days following.. And woke up this morning from a 3 hour nap in almost a full blown panic attack and when Erick had to go on FaceTime to get ready for work I instantly started crying.